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While I am in the mood to do so before I slither back into inefficiency, I must let you know (that are still following me here on DA),  I update mostly on Facebook, so please go there for more recent stuff:
Facebook: www.facebook.com/yayoineko77

Due to my Depression I am not emotionally prepared yet to work on INCUBUS #4. If you have read the artists comments at the end of INCUBUS #3, you will understand why.

I am doing my best to work on "The Modern Prometheus" #2, but it is a frustrating process as my production just seems to decrease year after year. It also reduces any enthusiasm to replying to emails and writing letters to friends.

This is not 'artists block' or a 'burn out' as some would like to label my slump...I am plenty inspired, its that melancholy and apathy of all things in general really kicks my ass, making me drop my pens and forcing me to bed.

Depression makes one unmotivated, loose interest in things once adored, over/under sleep, battle constant states of low confidence and self-loathing.

I thank everyone who have supported my work and the encouragements, but in truth I have to breach these dark times alone (with meds and counseling) so I can be strong enough that I can work as adamantly as I want to.
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xoPumpkinLovexo's avatar
oh my goodness I honestly wish you all the best. It's not just about wanting you to produce more art, I've followed you for so long and you've brought me so much joy through my hard times. I really wish I could do the same for you. Just remember that, you bring people joy, you're not worthless ok??